Life's like a rollercoASTEr

I'm 20!

2006-01-16T09:49:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day i become 20 years old.. Yep, so twenty years had passed.. Erm, life's has been pretty good for the past years.. i suddenly remembered what happened in the past.. all the funny things.. I remember in when i was 14 i was in secondary 1, class 1d in Bukit Merah Sec. We are the most noisest class in the school, eventhoug our class was situated right behind the main block, but according to our teachers, they said our noises projected even into the stuff office, good one there! haha..

So we changed when i was 15. We bacame the most quiet class in the school. And i remembered Mrs Eng shouted at us because we don't answer any questions, same as other teachers. But we'd changed. So why? haha.. Funny school.. So that was a time when i knew guys like Guru, Fahmi, Cedrick.. we got all hell of fun.. We almost created all sorts of problems in the class, at the back corber of the seat.. haha.. I remembered that Mrs Oh pulled my ear and twisted it because the whole class did not do well on one question, but why she walked to me?? haha.. funny teachers.. So i become the one who suffered and whole class laughed, but quietly haha..

When i was 16, secondary 3, I remembered during a biology lesson where Mrs Lim asked thw whole what's the vein that trasnport blood from the lung to the heart i think? and i answered the correct answer,not quite sure what i'd answered but yeah, she said, hey class, don't think Pang How is playful ya, see, he knew his work.. Haha, but i peeped the book before i answered, of cuz i knew! haha hehe.. Than there's floorball.. We made it the most popular sports in the school. Basketball is without a coach because the school can't afford to pay, soccer coach as well, all gone because they did not get the pay.. But wait a minute, the school was afford to pay for flowers.. expensive flowers.. and new tables and chairs for the teachers.. Phew, they were still new but the school.. dunno what to say.

Oh yeah, i forgot that i'd got a very 'wonderful' Pricipal who always says, u must learn how to give chances, and be responsible.. in a very squeky sound, we just couldn't stand it.. ANd when there's assembly.. Our class would went.. WAHLAU, we hate Monday! hehe..

Sec 4, O level, teachers told us, "People, this is the most important exam in ur life", and yes, that was the most important one because i had heard it lots of times before i had my UPSR.. so yeah.. Important here and there.. so yeah, i didn't care and just studied normally. Our class best achievment in that year was we made Mr KoK cried! haha.. I wasn't there but oooooooo, i think i will be laughing on the spot if i saw him crying haha.. Well, we had some good teachers in that year, almost all the HOD's taught us..well, From Miss Prema's favourate quote, "I slap u ah" to Mr Goh's "U all understand or not", well, we were having fun! haha.. But of cuz, there were sad moments when we were about to leave the school..

Ngee Ann Poly was my next stop.. Erm.. I got meet people around.. And finally, i got away with Uniforms! hehe.. Mechanical Enginnering was fun as in, the class.. All guy class when tutorial. And we alwasy had that after break. And sometimes we played soccer, sometimes we played other stuff.. then after, we all took off our shirts and hung behind the class haha i can tell the Etech teacher was always fuming haha.. What's more! We played block cathcing eh.. From 1st floor we ran until thr 6th floor, ran across every floor, down up.. down up.. Good excercise aye.. That's why they say poly life is so fun! haha.. Great class i mean, we could all stuck into a lift and block the entrance for others to come in.. haha..

I didnt spent much time in poly, i went to melbourne. Trinity college.. People say i'm the yellow book, and by now, i'm 19! hmmm.. I met the love of my life, i met one group of super super funny friends.. Many group in fact.. Almost all the fun thing during lesson happened during Drama lesson.. I got Rachel, hoo, can say the most cutr and slowest sister i'd got, haha, she is so slow.. SLOW.. but erm, she's very clever.. And i got Gan in there as well, They call him Gay, haha.. that's very funny.. ERM, yeah.. i think that's alot hehe..

Now i'm 20.. Hoping best to come! haha..

Thursday

2006-01-12T02:26:00.000-08:00

I woke up his morning at 8 oclock.. I went to learn driving at 9.. I'm so pissed off at my tutor because he kept putting his hand on my stering control. He always think i'm gonna crash something but i think i know what i'm doing.. I learn parking today, and i didnt do well, and he screamed at me. That's my first time, he didnt even show me how to do it, and he said i didnt treat that very seriously.. after that i dun feel like driving already. There's no motivation at all.. He just kep blabbing besides me and kept breaking for me, interrupt my stering.. anyway, i got a bad mood today since then.. I reached home and my dad when to estate. So i dont have my lunch and i ate a little bit biscuits and went to sleep. hmmm, didnt sleep last night until 5 plus.. So i went back to sleep at about 1 oclock.. after that i spend much of my time watching tv.. well yeah, just another boring day.. Got no one to talk to, just sleep and watch tv lar.. Erm, i watched this animal show on animal planet, they shown amazing animals like er, snakes lah, crocodile lah all this fantastic animal. And i saw this tiger baby, dunno what's that called but they are really cute hehe.. Thursday nothing special lah hee..

love story!

2006-01-04T05:42:00.000-08:00

10th Grade:-
As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'.
I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it.
After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

11th grade:-
The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over
because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips,
she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss
on the cheek..I want to tell her,
I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Senior year:-
One fine day she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said,
"hes not gonna go" well,
I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that
if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as 'best friends'.
So we did.
That night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Graduation:-
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body
floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said- 'you're my best friend,
thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Marriage:-
Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now.
and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn't see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away,
she came to me and said 'you came !'.
She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
Death:-
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
'I stare at him wishing he was mine,
but he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to tell him,
I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me !
.........'I wish I did too...'

I thought to my self, and I cried.

Finally got time to Update! hehe..

2005-12-25T06:03:00.000-08:00

Hi blog! hehe.. so long did not update this page, my dear is screaming at me wuahaha.. hehe.. anyway.. i'm back in Malaysia after a long and suffering few months of exam time in Australia, there u go, fullstop to trinity college, and hee har Melbourne Uni.. Merry Christmas! a very boring Christmas indeed, sleep very long ler.. hehe... But i think this year's christmas is far better than last year's cause i did a bit of shopping today hehe.. Better lah, not like last year, almoz rotted at home. Erm, erm, few month ago i was in Australia enjoying myself er, but the exam period was really a stupid one, and i received lousy results also lah haha, but IT'S ALL OVER my god! hehe.. Erm, there is nothing special here in Kota Kinabalu lar, i fall sick right after i reach Malaysia, coz erm, i think i'm used to the cold and dry weather there in Melbourne, so i cant sleep well lah, cant sit well lah.. hehe... Erm, part of it is because i wont be seeing my dearest piggy oink oink for like a month, omg, A MONTH! that's like, A MONTH? but nvm lah, very fast one lah hor hehe.. hehe.. I went to learn driving.. That course really is a boring one, more boring than chemistry, Eap, whatever, the BORIEST thing in my life.... I really miss my dear dear alot lah.. sobs sobs.. hehe... but yeah, very fast one lar.. hehe... ERm, WOAH, today i talk to her mumy on the phone, omg... u know, is like a mountain falling down.. like u know, electric shok like that, so scary hehe.. but erm, i too good lah, wuahahah.. erm, her mom's voice very friendly lar.. very nice lah hehe.. later she become nice than me to my dear dear than i power liao wuahahah... (PROUD) haha hehe.. dun angry lah dear dear hahahahha.. hehe.. i realy miss u alot!! hee.. Erm, talk abit about my dad's business lah, well, everything is doing well lah, but it's very torturing also cause the new factory needs another 3 years to build, so very cham lah, my dad have to wait again.. hehe.. but yeah nvm hehe.. Erm, Chinese new year is coming, but i will be 20! 20!! omg! i dun wan!!! but aiya, they say guy more good looking as they become older haha.. but nolah, i think i will be like that for the rest of my life, Number 1 in the world, hehe.. hehe..Whos is MIchael OWEN??
hehehehehehehehe..... erm.. woah, this msg is getting long ler hehe.. but nvm lah hehe.. hehe..

Dear dear i miss u so so so so so so so so much! hee... well, life without u here is like fish without water hahaha hehe.. but i survived it most of the time by sleeping lah, watching tv lah hehe.. but i miss hugging my dear dear! hee.. and i feel something must have gone wrong because there's no one nag me when i dun shave, when i dun bathe, when i dun do this and that... wuahahaahaha... u know is like when i look beside me, is AIR, no person there, feel so uneasy! haha hehe.. but this is for you, I LOVE YOU! U are always with me, coz i love to imagine u around me when u r not hee.. And when u r around, i will forget everything but just focus on you hee.. mushy ar? hehe..

well, i miss basketball alot also lah. I'm like a pig there sleeping, i used to jump around, but where to jump ler here? hehe.. hehe..
OKLAH, i think i'm long winded enuff lah hehe... Well, let me end with a song lyrics by Jacky Cheung, Perhaps Love? This movie is acted by him, this song is sang by him.

Everyone wants to find out,
Who's the one love of their lives?
More so melancholy..
.. especially around midnight
eyes closed with heart unsettled
because deep inside, you know that was love
if that was really love,
should have stayed before you turned away
even with pain, even with tears
even with countless lonely nights
Love.. Why is it always clearer looking back?
Even with pain, even with tears
The feelings remained after love was long gone.
If that was really love
If I'D understood it when it happened
Would my life be any different?
Especially around midnight, When i think about the future
Can i be at peace with the present
.. and ask myself what is love
If that was really love
Should have stayed before i turned away
even with pain, even with tears.
even with countless lonely nights
Love.. Why is it always clearer looking back?
Even with pain, even with tears,
The feeling remained after
love was long gone
Because such was love, because such is love..

Well, i think this song is for people who doesnt believe the exist of love, and to person who doesnt know how or where to find love.. but i can tell everyone that, i had already found love, and this love will remain with me for the whole life.. My dear, i'm gonna learn this song and sing it to you.. hehe..

dear dear!!

2005-09-04T23:00:00.000-07:00

me and my dear dear!

2005-09-04T22:28:00.000-07:00

Yep! that's my dear dear.. She's the one that i've beem talking and talking and talking about! hee.. yeah.. she's my world! hee.. anyway.. today is Sunday, hee.. Lethargic day.. Thos photos were taken on Friday.. hee.. so yeah.. hem.. let me recite my weekend.. Saturday morning i went for basketball, from about 8 30 till 12.. well, my dear dear was sick yesterday, i'm so worried about her.. and yeah, i really wish that she can get well right now hee... and i miss her! hee.. Dear dear get well soon! hee.. and erm, i always have stomach ache on saturday.. hee.. i had a lot of thing for dinner, chicken rice and fried rice... eat until so full.. hee..
erm, Today is Sunday.. hee.. nothing much.. next week is exam so yeah.. got to study lar.. hee.. mom quarrelled with elder brother yesterday.. and i felt so sad yesterfday night.. hee..
dear dear get well soon!! hee..

for u..

2005-08-26T00:51:00.000-07:00

haha.. dear dear this is for u..

When the night has fallen onto me,
i called out your name,
serching for an answer, that i never expect how it'll be,
reaching for a guidelines, but you were not there,
when morning comes, i searched for you..

I am lost and alone,
It's a hope that keeps me alive,
struggle to find my destination, you, had gave me hope,
the brightness and the shinning stars upon me,
brought tears to my eyes, where are you..

Days and night had passed by,
it's like a dream come true..
a dream that will never happen blossomed,
holding you by my side, its like a wonder in my life,
with you, flowers will never wilt and sun will always shines,
with you, hope will always be alive.

calling out your name, you approched me,
i will do whatever it takes to show you the love i have for you,
it's been a long while since the wait,
i tressure..
i had just started a journey,
a journey that is full of love and joy,
a journey that will never be lonely and dull,
just wanna tell you, how much i love you,
and i love you..

haha.. done hehe... hehe.. hope u like it ya dear! haha hee.. next time will be better ones haha hee..

Saturday!

2005-08-21T03:40:00.000-07:00

20/8/2005-- Hmmm.. hehe.. today is saturday! hee.. anyway.. hmm.. today woke up at 8 40 am haha.. dear dear missed call me like 10 times? haha hehe.. hmmm.. then i went to basketball lar.. Morning is kinda cold, but after warmed up for a while, then it soon became hot.. hee.. anyway, only me, Jack, Gavin, Min, Cheryl went, then we play against other people, Joo came late haha.. He was asleep the whole day, dunno what was he playing as well haha hehe.. anyway, erm, after that we went to China Bar, i ate my favourite Seafood combination Hor Fun, then sat there and rest.. I fell down today.. Kinda sratched my hand on the hard surface haha.. erm, drank some water.. hee.. anyway, miss my dear dear..
Reached home at about 4, slept until about 8 30 pm, Mr Gan woke me up to do chem project, he came to my hse, then we decided on what to do for the project hee.. and yeah, we almoz finished it hee.. anyway.. talked some stuff, then yeah.. Did my laundry.. hehe.. gonna sleep now liao hehe.. its 3 38am! omg i am so gonna kill by my dear dear hahaha...

It's weekend!!

2005-08-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers"

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!

So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Phew.. Finally HOI essay is done. Phew.. Now only Chem, Drama and the Oral thingy left! hee.. so yah, at least no need to do research and stuff haha hehe.. Hmmm.. This week had been a busy week, thanks to HOI.. hee.. Today is Friday.. hee.. Hmmm.. dun have lesson today cause chemistry lesson had been cancelled, and i slept until 11 plus when Jack called me.. The first person i thought of was my dear dear hehe... Anyway, went up to Loris's place with Jack, then saw Joo and Chai Lee stil rushing thier HOI essay haha, sorry for disturbing but yeah haha, anyway, we did motivate them to do thier hoi haha hehe... Erm, today is a rainy day.. Hee.. From Arrow to Swanston, it kept raining hehe.. erm, i returned all the sources to Ballieu, Kinda throw them back into the reserve area.. hopefully it will be the last time i touch thise book haha hehe.. Phew.. went all over to Swanston, went to consult Bernard, dropped my psychology.. erm, felt kinfda weird cause i felt a bit wasted.. Anyway.. erm, i really miss my dear dear that time.. hee.. went to town to get our 1st month anniversary present for her, hee.. hopefully she like it.. hee.. erm, went over to her place, watched mother-in-law.. hee.. hehe.. kinda funy love story haha.. hee... after that went gelati.. then walked around town with her.. hee.. great night.. hee.. today is her brother's birthday, so wish him a Happy Birthday!!! hee..

disappointment.. go away...

2005-08-14T23:40:00.000-07:00

this is to my dear! hee..

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So when ever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

14/8/05.. Disappointment still lingering within myself.. hee.. really hope to get over it soon.. i starred at my psychology book, phew.. is like i wanna touch it, but dun wanna touch it haha hehe.. but anyway, i'm happy that i made my decision hehe.. Well, i'm sick hehe.. bad flu and cough hehe.. but yeah.. kinda used to it already.. so got to bear with it for maybe another few months haha.. hopefully i will be better during exam haha.. hee.. anyway... who ask me to be so strong? hee.. hehe..
erm, i really did nothing much today.. erm, lethargic, tired.. and just tired hee..
Today is Darui's birthday, so happy birthday to you! this junior of mine are really really stupid and irritating, but he is a super funny guy haha.. hehe.. really miss those time when i shoot the floorball at him when he is a keeper haha.. hmmm.. i had nothing for lunch, just plain rice for dinner.. what a sunday haha.. anyway, my eyes just couldnt stop falling down hehe..
Erm.. yeah.. today is like 14? erm, haha, 6 months ago was valentine's day haha.. I remember i was at home playing poker cards with mr rocky and edwin, then we went down to the arrow lobby for pool, but erm, i think what i can really remember is the time i spend on my bed haha.. hehe.. hopefully next year will be better! haha hee..
It is very windy today.. hee.. strong wind.. haha..

yeah..

2005-08-14T03:23:00.000-07:00

hee.. now is 3 20 am in the morning. Sunday hee.. i'm always lethargic in these sundays.. dunno why.. i just stopped work, did my HOI plan.. but erm, not yet well done, got to show Clare my plan.. anyway hee..

Todsay is kinda well tired.. I woke up at about 11, had lunch, then i started doing hmwork. Really had a hard time deciding whether to drop psyc or not, until i met my dear dear hee.. hmmm, kinda release a bit of my stress when saw her, at least i enjoyed that moment, away from stress haha.. hehe.. erm, anyway hee.. hmm.. nothing much lah actually.. just hope that dear can get well! hee..

Erm, i think i wont have enough sleep again haha hehe.. hopefully i can complete my stuff tomorrow.. hee.. good morning melbourne, and sweet dreams dear dear! hee..

A Very Cold Winter in Melbourne!

2005-08-13T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. now is almost 4 am in the Saturday Morning.. I still havent decide whether i should drop my psychology or not.. I'm still stuck in Maths 1 revision question.. All night long hee..

Today i had stonned a few times... haha.. not sure what i was thinking actually hehe.. I remembered i stonned for a moment while Bill was explaining the experiment procedure.. hee.. Luckily, i still mahage to carry it out smoothly hee.. But it was the first time since a long time i wore my google haha.. and it was like, wow, so irritating hee.. my lab coat, well, i almost forgot i got a lab coat hee.. but yeah.. Today's chemistry lecture and lab was kinda satisfy.. Went to Swanston, printed all my HOI lecture and Tut notes for the term haha.. And collected lots of chemistry information from Mr Gan. hee..

Well, i miss my dear dear very much, haha, she must be sleeping.. Please get well soon lah! and dun try to slp late again hor, or else i will kill you hehe.. I finished my maths 2, and i did a little thingy on my blog hee.. but all my link are gone hee.. anyway, erm, it has been a very aggravated friday.. I dunno how long more i can stand, but hopefully, i can survive without dying haha.. hehe..

hmmm.. kinda stupid to actually run away from the questions, but yeah, hopefully i can sorta sort it out hee..

Exam.. stress..

2005-06-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. exam is going to be over soon haha.. so happy! haah hee..

There will be a day..

2005-05-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

Well.. life in melbourne is auite stress now.. Melbounre is experiencing Autumm now.. The leaves of trees has turned into yellowish, pretty nice and beautiful. Weather has since changed from hot and dry till cold and dry. hehe.. school life.. Arrgh, well, Some essay are really hard to write. Hoi essay is a headache.. phew.. week in week out.. School from 9 till 5... terrible.. at night, full of meetings.. But yeah, that's how i keep myself busy.. hee.. Homework is stacking up like a mountain, not quite sure how to finihs them.. hehe..

Well, i miss my friends, my floorball joniors! and i tell you guys, i really missed floorball from my head to my toe.. I envy u guys man!! haha.. its rather hard to find floorball here.. the club jas gone nowhere! hehe.. but lucky there is tennis, basketball, soccer.. i love all these.. haha.. i love the people around.. really, they are fantastic! hehe..

I went to watch this Kingdom of heaven few days ago.. It was quite nice and well plotted story.. Although some parts were quite abstract, but i 'm sure LOTR's lover must find it fun to watch hee..

Homework.. yeah.. Maths 1.. Maths 2.. Chemistry is really hard.. hehe.. dunno lah hehe.. jsut got to make a race against time.. hee.. hopefully, i can catch up with all the works wothin the next week.. everyday is gonna be hard.. hee..

I Dun Wan School!!

2005-04-13T20:07:00.000-07:00

Phew, school is starting really soon.. and i got lots of homework stacked back here.. really the sian when i look at it.. Interperter of Maladies, and compose a poem, and three stupid EAP essays, and what's more, stupid EAP biblography assignment and stuffs.. arrgh!! And Chemistry got lots to catch up phew.. jialat jialat... hee..

Anyway, today is wednesday aye! hehe.. And today's MAMAMIA was simply fantastic.. All the classsic songs from ABBA was good, and especially the song mamamia, it was great. The story was well planned lah, the plot and flow was really smooth. The story is about Sophie having marriage with invitation to three strangers, whom she suspected of being her father! haha hehe.. and sophie's mom contributed to lots of the part as well, Donna. hehe.. Erm, played well! hehe.. really good hehe.. twp thumnbs up! hehe..

Erm, had bread for lunch, from bread top. Very sian lor.. hehe.. Went home slept after that.. ehehe.. that;s how my day was.. and i am awake now hehe.. pretty refreshed! eheh.. arrgh!! HOMEWOERK!!

Tuesday

2005-04-12T20:29:00.000-07:00

THis is the day that i finally had more than 15 hours of sleep haha.. Into the last week of my holidays.. Well, time flies.. Really doesnt know what i had done for the past weeks... Term 1 is over, and the new term is coming.. Study? or not study? heheheh..

erm.. Melbourne is hot today.. although i didnt go out today, can feel the weather from the look at the sun outside my window.. I switched on the airccond again and again juz to keep myself cold.. wahaha.. hee..

My bed is gonna collapse soon hehe.. and i watched aq lot of tvb series.. Wow, it is really nice, is about infernal affairs stuff, where this gangster put another gangster into the police world so that he can help him to escape from every possible apprehend, same to the other police, who put a policemen under the gangster so that he wil know what action he wanna take hehe.. phew.. hehe..

erm, i had a glance at the interperter of maladies, the book which we are gonna use in term 2 literature class. It is a classic boring little story nook that almoz killed me when i read it..haha..

yeah.. erm, i finisehd the whole row of biscuits again haha.. hehe.. and it's delecious hehe.. so far so good.. a little bit maths and a little bit of fun of myself.. looking forward to watch the drama concert by MAMAMIA.. hee..

VIVa!

bloggie..

2005-04-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i updated my blog, well, like a month? hee.. since 9/3/05? hee.. really a very long time aye.. hee.. hope u guys all doing fine out dere.. hee.. and hope u guys still miss me and still remember me! haha.. I really miss u guys! especially L1R4 and ppl there in 2003 BMSS sec 4D class! hehe.. and also my Ngee Ann poly friends! Kai, Glen, ivan.. all these haha.. hey, i still remember u guys man. And my floorballs juniors! Hey ppl,how's merahans?! haha.. and i really missed floorball alot hee.. and i had been playing tennis for quite a while here in Australia, a fantastic game, but well, still learning, and still missing floorball aye.. phew...

well, i'm gonna tell u guys how cool is Arrow, the place where i'm living in now hee.. Arrow is bascially what they called a house for the body. And not quite sure whether it's true until i came over and live here.. It's COOL!! I lived in 8th floor, and this floor rocks, from Justin to everyone of us, we are like a big family.. Great! and Our Arrow sports olympic is coming up, and we will be competing floor against floor! that's rock lah! haha.. and pur floor was the champion for last year hehe.. what an acheivement hehe.. And it's excitng hehe..

i have a lot of friends here, Jack, Chai lee, Edwin, Rocky, Jayers, Kelene, Sze Lin, Jason, Yong GENE, Kok Tee, Min, Loris... cant really name all of them, Marianne, Pearly, erm, dorothy, Xiao Xi, Adrena, Aries, Richmond, Nicholas, Pit, Toliver, Shawwn... phew alot.. haha.. and my sister's fdriends as well, my mentees, Evelyn and Philip haha.. cool ppl , they are all great friends.. and i felt really great that they are always around here for me.. and ease my boredom haha.. hehe.. and they are all great! hee.. I love u all! hee.. Khaled, my soccer mate, Ian, as well! hehe..

HAHA.. enuff of the friends thingy.. hehe.. well, life's has been quite fun here in Melbourne, i just had my floor meeting moments ago hehe.. and it was great.. we discussed about stuff.. Kate was brilliant in bringing us together, Justin wass htere to crack jokes haha.. Fantastic, just got to give these ppl a bow.. i appreciate that lah really hee.. Trinity'a holiday is in the process now actually, i am into the second week of my holidays.. Erm, the first week i did a lot of tennis, coz jack is not around, and i dun have the basketball with me so yeah, cant pklay hehe.. so phew.. kaboom haha.. but tennis is fun haha thanks Wen Son for teaching me haha.. and he is a great great player! haha hehe.. The weather in melbourne is actuyally fluctuating, ups and downs, sometimes hot, sometimes cold.. then sumtimes cold in the morning, then suddemtly shoot up to 30 degree in the afternoon.. well, meolbourne weather, u cant guess. hehe.. hee.. and this city is quite happening.. Concerts lah, and events all aorund..

The city is quite pack, swanston street, bourke street, exhibition street, Lygon street.. haha.. And lygon street is famous for their Ice CREAMS!! haha. they call it Gellati. Very nice! hehe.. ANd three scoop on one single cone haha.. damn nicE! hehe.. lygon street have got itself another name, Italian street.. aha.. When Ferrari is around in melbourne for the Grand Prix, that was the hottest street around in melbourne! hehe.. and I love swanston street, coz this NIKE shop is there.. Big big Nike shop haha hehe.. I am almost there everyday haha hehe.. and yeah.. There is this road named Bridge road, and it is a road that has got all the outlets in it.. It is outstreched to the whole street haha.. but it is kinda boring one lah! hehe hehe..

anyway ehhe.. melbourne hehe.. wondering how's singapore and malaysia now hehe.. summer is over now, now autumm has arrived, but the weather is still damn hot lah hehe.. hehe.. but yeah hee... oh ya.. Mau Utd juz lost to Norwich. I really dunno what the hell on earth are they doing haha.. hehe.. coz wow, they can lose to norwich but win arsenal.. Well done lah Man Utd haha.. dunno how cum they are so lousy now hehe.. and tennis is still roger federer's world, llyten hewitt, marat safin and andy roddick need alot of hardwork to ctch up with the brilliant Swiss! hee.. and he is really a super hero haha.. hehe..

Erm, Chemistry is difficult lah hehe.. and Maths is okay hee.. Psychology is fun heheh hehe.. really fun hehe.. but yeah.. i was quite amazed actually hehe..

Well, i think that's all until the next update!! haha.. hope u guys who read this find this interesting!! haha.. hehe.. I LOVE YOU all!!

FuLl TimeTable la...

2005-03-09T23:42:00.000-08:00

today is 9th of march 2004.. Time passes really fast.. I'm already more or less settled down in Melbourne.. The latest event that had happened here in Melbourne was the F1 formula cars racing.. At albert park.. Ferrari lost here.. And michael Schumacher's car got knocked off the racing track and BOOM... all the hope for ferrari was vanished.. But Berrichello took up the respomsibility for ferrari and at least, erased the embarrastment by taken no.2 spot..

erm.. I'd received my lesson, module timetable weeks ago, and it's a full timetable.. From 8 am till 5 30, all day.. I will be walking from place to place to attend those boring lectures.. Phew.. i had already had some of them.. So yeah.. But Psychology is really interesting.. For all the lectures, Psychology's was the best and tops my lists.. hee.. i'm enrolled in Maths 1, Maths 2, Chemistry and Psychologi.. hee.. phew..

Summer has gone to pass.. and autumm is knocking the door lor.. hee.. Weather is geting colder day by day.. and really cold.. but it's better tahn hot day.. so.. yeah, today i attended maths 1 lecture and the lecturer really really was a soft speaker lor... And i was seating in the fromt few rows, still coulnt hear what he was speaking.. phew.. and why on earth did he skipped the later half of the first chapter and jumped into 2nd chapter..

the night was bored.. and really.. after school i went to Cafe Crema with my friends to have a little chit chat around.. and had a cup of hot chocolate.. Really nice lah.. hee.. i'm listening to Kylie Minogue's i believe in you hee..

I'm obsessed with bread.. Tuna bread, jam bread.. whatever it is.. custard bun.. hahah.. hehe.. and yeah.. studies studies.. I woke up at 5am this morning this morning to do my chem tutorial, but in the end, the lecturere never go through it.. haiz.. haha..

WELcum To mY life.

2005-03-09T01:47:00.000-08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
And no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

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Back FrOm TriNity Camp 2005!

2005-02-26T03:24:00.000-08:00

well, it has been a long while since i had logged into this website of mine.. really.. since january.. My life has been quite busy and full of fun! haha..

Well, i juz came back from the Trinity Camp at rawson village.. Well, it was a great camp, but it'll be better if more activities were to be organised.. But yeah, everything have been going smoothly and fine.. haha...

Australia is pretty hot these few days.. 33 degree, 32 degree... Keeps on going.. and sometimes it drops till 22 degree.. there u go.. haha..

I knew a lot of frens from the camp, all the main intakes ppl.. They are all cool ppl.. well, really feel great in meeting them.. haha.. had some great laughs together, chit chatted alot.. ding dong! haha...

Watched Constantine today, it was kinda abstract, but yeah, if u wanna watch only keanu reeves, there u go, juz shoot, visit the cinema man! haha hehe...

i miss singapore's power 98 station, so, i'm listening to it now hehe.. i had choosen maths 1, maths2, physcologi and chemistry as my subject combination.. hehe.. physcologi muz be great and fun! haha hehe..

the weekend is over!! hee..

2005-02-07T02:35:00.000-08:00

Wellm another week passed by in this very hectic mointh of febuary.. Well, chinese new year is coming up and what's more, the big thig in the world of romance, Valentine's day!! now, what r u guys gonna do on that day, of coz, i expect to see lots of couple down the streets of melbourne city,, and my fellow back there, dun forget to wish ur love ones a happie valentine's day, after all, valentine's day is not only abour a nice gift, but also how a person treat her partner on the day!! haha..

Well, i am expecting a dull chinese new year for myself.. hee.. coz, there is nothing special here in melbourne.. hee.. Cool breeze, sunny sky, cold night.. Yeah, it is juz an ordinary city with brilliant weather.. haha... but under it, erm,yeah, ppl full with loves and friendly.. hee.. so yeah.. that's helped me in the past five weeks i'd been here.. hehe..

i went to a moonlight cinema last night with nicole, kate, jana, marianne, toliver, shawn, andrew, rocky, edwin, walter and walter's mummy, hanna, marin, aries, nicolas... i think tat's all, oh ya, and Lia.. haha.. erm, the place was brillaint, and i saw alot of aussie actually went there juz for sleeping haha.. it was an outdoor movie platform on grassland where u can see the skies while watching the movies.. it was so cols yesterday night, and count those who bought thier balmkets along lucky haha... coz i was struggling a bit to withsatnd the cold night haha hehe...

erm, but it was a nice experience to have u know.. hehe... first time i watchedmovie in aussie and.. yeah.. Mr Incredibles.. my second time watching it.. hee,..

well, today is actually a bad day for nem in fact, in was a bad day for me.. What happened was that, ny comp, which ussually can work under whatever conditions, broke down todae.. and what's more.. family problem... haha.. haiz.. really a bad day lah.. weekends ususlayy going well for me, but not this time!! haha.. well, i played monopoly twice today with my friends, i lost all two times and end up last and the seond last haha.. embarrased lah hehe.. but well, it;s juz a game, so, no hard feelings haha hehehhe...

ern, i think taht;s all for now,, and australia is really a fantastic place to be in.. well.. i juz knew that Kai Ngan, one of my best friend in singapore, had just got himself a Gf named Rachel haha.. hey Kai, i wish u giys can be forever and i'm sure u can man!! haha.. all the best to ya buddy!! haha hhe.. but dun always think of gf and forget about me ya!! haha hehe... hehe..

Well, the newspaper is making a big fuss on Lleyton Hewitt and Bec Cartwright haha.. ya, they are like the beckham-victoria of australia.. haha.. yeah.. is good to hear of them everyday, but well, too muxh lah the newspaper haha hehe.. Well, after two weeks of australian open, i really feel like picking up a ennis racket and just have some whacking goin on on the tennis court haha.. got influenced by the tournament and see stars like roger federal, marat safin, hewitt all these in action, it was so fascinating haha.,., and i cant get over it actually haha.. so yeah yeah..

hahahah.. Viva!! hope ppl who read this have a great time!! i love u all!! Happie Chinese New Year!! haha..

Pang How Ish Back!

2005-02-02T14:28:00.000-08:00

well, it has been a long time since i updated my bloggie, really lah, it is really super frustrated not to have any internet connection at home, really troublesome. Well, i can only replay emails and stuffs, but couldnt go online to chat with you guys out dere who missed me so much hahah... kidding lah.. but yeah, it's my pleasure to tell u guys who is interested in my blog, in what's happening to me in australia.. haha..

well, yesterday australia had experienced its coolest day in summer, the temperature actually dropped to 10 degree and i was really freaked out, it was damn COLD! And i t rained the whole day, night, until this morning. Well, many houses in the subburb had turned to victim after this, houses's rooftop was blown off, and there is one girl, just a kindergarden school girl, actually hit by a falling tree and lost her life.. tragic moment lah, really sad..

Marat Safin had won his first Australian Open in a few attemps, felt great for him, after all, he defeated the world no.1 roger federer on his way to the final against aussie's favourite Lleyton Hewitt. Hewitt wanted the trophy much more than safin, but safin proved he is too much for hewitt to handle so.. Safin triumphed!! haha hehe..

erm, the weather here was really very very bad, i meant, erm, u cant predict the weather, summer is supposedly to be hot, but, erm, cold, hot.. fluctuated everytime, everyday.. haha.. so, got to bring jacket everyo morning! haha hehe.. well, the time here is 3 hours faster than malaysia, singapore, hong kong.... haha.. so yeah, u guys are really fortunate to have that extra 3 hours,treassure it man haha..

well, life in melbourne for me has been so far so good, knew a lot of friends, hopefully, i can get to know more ppl here, and i really wanna make friends with some aussie, to learn their culture, thier eating habits and all sorts of stuffs, but there is a lways a chance.. me, now, i'm satisfied with my friends around me, they have been lovely,, kind and really fantastic. Erm, the ppl who lived at the same block as mine are pretty fantastic as well, we get to meet up during dinner time, have a little bit of chit chatting, quite fun. Ahaha..

Well, i dunno how u guys doing there in singapore or malaysia, but i hope u guys do enjoy melbourne(in your mind through me) hahah hehe... yeah, it is a great city to live in, quiet, cold, fascinating, truly Australia! haha... for u guys out dere, there is uncountable pretty girls all over here in melbourne, and of coz, girls dun be sad, there are plenty handsome guy around as well, I'm already one of them!! hahah.. kiddin lah.. hehe..

Erm, lesson wise, the school have been quite flexible in the sense that u wont ge to crash class, and the timetable was divided really well, the time is perfect! haha.. but, sometimes, it is too early lah, we wake up at 8 here, u guys still at around 5 am, and still sleeping, this is unfair isnt it?!! haha.. but anyway, u need time to adjust to the life here, and school have beem pretty well! haha.. TRhe classroom enviroment is simply fantastic! haha.. and when uguys come to melbourne, food is another thing, of coz, it is expensive, but sometimes, it is worth a while to put down the cooking pan in ur house, and take a visit to the street in melbourne, u can find all sorts of food, got greek street, got italian street, got many more. Hey, there is even a malaysia street, but it is unknown to most ppl hahah hehe... well, singapore food can be found all over the city! haha.. so yeah!! well well and well.. haha..

There is always a sign saying discount here discount there, but hey, i think they bluff one, coz evenb though after they discounted, it is still that much expensive. gosh! hahah..

till here, melbourne is quite fun, erm, yeah, Brilliant!!

HI austRAlia!!!

2005-01-19T00:00:00.000-08:00

Finally, i'm back! haha.. well, i felt kinda lost without internet in my house bu yah, everything is going smooh and fantastic.. haha.. erm.. this is gonna be long bu yeah, hope u guys enjoy reading this..

i arrived at melbourne international ariport on the 4th Jan.. Well.. it took me almost 8 hours from Kl to Melbourne, it ws a long journey but yeah, there was this screen right in front of u on the plane, so i juz sat back and relax for the past hours.. i watched TAXI twice, ate some stuff.. phew.. and sleeping on the plane can be hurting haha,.. erm, Australia is kinda fussy on stuffs that u brought in, like Eggs lah, even bread, is strictly prohibited.. so wahlaiew.. why so MAFAN one!! haa..

Erm, the weather was great on my first day here in mel, bu well, summer, summer time can kill, so it actually turned hotter for the past few days, and then cooler, and hotter.. well, the weather kept changing everyday so, i dun really knew what was goin on there.. hee.. Well, i moved into my new house at Mel, erm, it is located at swanston street. Quite a convenient spot in the sense that, i juz need to walk 15 minutes, i will reach school, and 15 minutes away from the opposie direction is the town.. hee.. Well, i do have culture shock in the sense that, hey, these aussie are speaking english wuth fantastic accent, and well, i do need time to cope with them haha,, like erm, expensive becomes ikspensive.. haha.. so, yeah..

One thing that frustrates me is that i dun have an internet connection until now. This is my first time surfing net in school.. (all APPLES computer).. SYIOK! haha.. ertm, i knew a few friends.. Edwin lah, Nicholas lah, rocky lah, andrew lah, mariannne lah, perly lah,,jia hui lah, elain lah..... may more lah.. they all form hong kong and singapore, and i know one guy from Papua New Guinea, kenneth, haha.. international!! haha..

Well, there is this Grand Slam Tennis(Austrealian Open) going on at the melbourne park. But i only watch it on tv.. Well. lleton Hewitt completed the first round yesterday night, he played brillianty in front of his home fans.. Alicia Molik did a great job too inher hometown.. But Roger federer, Andreas Agassi, Andy Roddick and Marat Safin was excellent as well,.. Well, it des takes sumthing to beat thw world No.1 Roger Federer, coz he is exquisite!! aha.. simply a classy player..

Erm, Maria Sharopova played well too.. The 17 years old Wimbledon winner, she is Girl. haha hehe.. pretty!! haha.. bu alicia molik is the best haha.. sad to see that there is no asian player that qualified for the grand slam..

well, there is a lot of shopping distric here, erm, like at the elizebeth street, swanston street, alot.. and u know, they always gives name to a specific places, like my school's office, they dun call in office, they named it wyanne cottage. They gave names like Bullpadock to a grassland, and Sherwood Room to a storage room.. haha.. Weird. Erm, and we dun call the lecturere Mr or Mrs, we call them by names, like hey, John, how to do this? haha... so.. yeah.. and talking about grassland, many ppl here like to lie on the grassland, sit on the grassland, have lunch there, chit chat there.. If this happens in singapore or malaysia, ppl will juz ask u, hey, u SIAO ah? got chair dun sit, sit on grass? hehe.. so yeah., an open country lah australia..

Well, my mobile number is +610402938154.. so for u uys who wanna contack me haha.. juz do it haha.. Well, Trinity college is kinda fun place to be.. hehe..Well, last saturday i played futsol with some indonesian and sinagporeans here, well, we really enjoyed it under those cool weather, which u always never find in Singapore or Malaysia.. No matter how u run, u won feel hot. haha.. That's what i call a good condition man hahah.. hehe.. fantastic.

well, i think i wrote alot haha... but anyway, erm, if i really wanna write wehat happened these few days, it is longer than a curtain.. haha.. so... yeah.. i'll update u guys! haha..

31, last day of year 2004...

2004-12-31T04:31:00.000-08:00

'The Death toll from sunday's tsunami jumped sharply today to over 116,000 after Indonesia reported neary 80,000 people were killed in that country alone. Emergency workers said that in some parts in Indonesia's Aceh province as many as one in four people are dead.'
Phrase from www.cnn.com on tsunami disastor..

Terrible.. Simply just terrible.. Todae i'm quite happie cause i finally saw Danny Lee, Lim Vui Can, Lin Zhen Kin and Zhong Wei Leoung. All of them were my parimary school friends and are my friends.. they came over to my house at 11 30 pm till about 2 am in the morning... We talked a lot af stuff, primary school stuff, study stuff haha.. Life stuff.. hee...

Erm, today is the last day of year 2004.. I really wish to write a year review for myself, but many things realli happened in this short year.. 2004.. jan.. feb.. march... on and on... Now, tsunami.. Phew.. This is really a terrible end to the year 2004.... it killed many ppl.. I really felt sad for those who lost thier lifes, those people who lost thier loves one, those people who lost thier place to live, those people who struggled hard to survive from the aftermath of this tsunami.. Really, i am sorry..

Year 2004 has been a really fantastic year for me.. From MI to Ngee Ann, there are all memories around.. From Pasir Ris to Boon Lay, From City Hall to Orchard, from Dhoby Ghoat to Punggol.. every places, there are memory.. Erm, if i have to choose a place which had accumulated many of my sad memories, the place will be SengKang.. but these are memories which i cherished.. If i were to talk about the story, it would be longer than a curtain.. Oh ya! Blue have got themselves a new song ah, Curtain Falls, quite nice hehe..

Grief for people who suffered under the tsunami attacks, we love u all..

The TSunami Damn Terrible...

2004-12-29T22:06:00.000-08:00

Wahaha.. Well, i got to laugh out loud coz when i saw the news reported that there were 70000 ppl lost thier lifes in the giant tsunami.. ARE THEY BLUFFING?!! well, it can;t be that many?! RIGHT?... Little did i knew that it was true after all... Cold HARD TRUE!! IS the world gonna reach an end? Few years ago, some predicted that after the earthquakes in Mexico, there will be some disastors event to be happened.. Damn..

25/12/2004... I celebrated my christmas on an aeroplane.. I was flying back from Kota Kinabalu to Sandakan.. I was on the plane with my brother and sister.. On the flight, we were not supposed to use those electronic devices, but this guy who sat at besides me, actually took photo using his HP! the plane was on the sky... damn haha... But didnt really care much lor hee.. After reached sandakan, we straight away headed towards our uncle's house, to see our Baby sister!! haha.. She ISH damn damn Super CUTE!! haha... She so so so Chubby!! haiyo.. i saw my neighbour, she really changed a lot.. Last time i used to go to school with her everyday, go to the same tuition place with her everyday, go to her house and play everytime.. haha.. really, she changed a lot hahha.. cant recoignise her hahah.. hehe...childhood memories lah.. hehe...

26/12/2004.. Christmas is over.. Just another day.. hee.. but really lah.. There is acually nothing to celebrate.. Erm, juz another dae lah.. hee.. My teeth starting to aggravate.. at first it was okay after the crowning, but it really taken its toll on me.. Pain..I really couldnt sleep.. pain.. pain... pain.. hee...

27/12/2004... My niece and nephew reached Sandakan from KL.. With thier dad, my Big Brother.. Chloe and Arthur.. phew, they really lokked different.. Chloe look more matured, but arthur still the same, still tat naughty.. Last time my family members use to name me as his TEACher.. Coz i thought him all the naughty tricks.. haha.. But now, he is in another level.. haha..
erm, i saw my baby sister again.... hee.. she is really cute cute cute.. really super cute!! ahah.. she loves to play around with her saliva haha..

28/12/2004.. I woke up with my teeth swallen in pain.. really damn pain.. I was really worried about my teeth.. I went for dentist to wash my teeth.. nad fill up some broken teeth.. But, i did consulted the doctor about my two front teeth, but, he did nothing, juz gave me some advices, after all, he was not the one who did the crowning for me.. phew.. really pain.. when the optimum centre to make contact lenses, and another pair of specs... that's the whole day.. I heard about the tsunami attack in asia.. Well... it was terrible.. i couldnt beleve it when i heard from Zainul that the death toll had reached 25k, i juz couldnt believe it... How could it reached 25k??!!

29/12/2004... 70000!!!! waow!! My eyes really popped out when i watched the news durin noon.. and Glen juz updated me with a staggering 80000!! damn!! iT WAS A KILLER!! Tsunami.. how could u..

My third sister brought us out for lunch.. I got a long time didnt see her.. Talked a long time..
picked my baby sister back home... haha.. CUTE!! hehe..

Juz hope that the tsunami will not affect more ppl.. pray for buddha..

Merry CHristMAS!!

2004-12-24T22:46:00.000-08:00

Another oe hour fifteen minutes to the season's greetings, MERRY christmas!! haha.. wow, it would nbe wonderful if i am at some winter place, with the one i love, standing under some snowfall.. Wow.. so nice haha.. but it is only a dream haha hehe...

anyway, nothing much to say today haha..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! and a HAppy NEW Year!!! haha.. ViVA!! Merry Christmas!!

23.. erm.. it reminds me of..

2004-12-23T22:16:00.000-08:00

23/12/2004... When u look at the number 23, what does it reminds u of? haha.. Erm, for me, it reminds me of the great basketball legend, Michael Jordan.. That was really a long time ago.. Time do flies.. Another thing that reminds me of is David Beckham, His famous white Real Madrid Jersey with a number 23 on it.. haha.. It was a big frenza.. I remembered when beckham joined real madrid, everyone was like, wahliew, man utd stupid, sure lose liao lah.. haha.. hehe.. And those ppl who supported beckham, Telling me that, Now, beckham will never be able to swing in those free kicks against them anymore, in fact, he will be helping madrid to whack in freekicks.. haha..

Yep.. 2 days to our CHristMAS!! haha.. tmr will be christmas eve.. Erm, i dun usually celebrate christmas, but since it was like a season greetings, Let's happie together lah.. hee.. I was at orchard road durin the christmas eve, at about 11 plus.. I did the countdown, and the whole streets was like wow, crazy haha.. Everyone really did had a great great time.. I wonder how my christmas will be like this year haha.. Boring? haha... Well..

Todae i did quite a lot.. I ran alot todae.. Jogged.. ran.. Sprinted like mad cow.. haha.. Really did tired up myself.. hee.. But after i ran about 4 rounds around my neightbourhoods, some dogs actually released out, and some of them actually chased me.. But guess who faster? haha.. If they are faster, i wont be here liao haha.. They were those cunning kinda dogs.. They wait until u jogged near them, then at seconds, they will pounce at u.. so u must actually read their movement be4 actually goin into thier territory.. Scary haha.. Workout a lot todae lah hee..

Juz came back from dinner.. Hee.. eat not that much.. I love vege.. didnt eat much meat also haha.. hehe.. Aniway.. i felt very good.. haha... ish a good dae! hah hehe.. hope everyone of u put dere had a good day too!! haha.. Wish u all a happie Christmas EVE!! haha... EAt apples! haha..

A Chance of Sunshine...

2004-12-22T21:32:00.000-08:00

Well, i had came acroass a story yesterday, A Chance of Sunshine. Erm, basically this story is about two person. They were neighbours but had never met before. This is becoz the boi love to turn left and walk while the girl love to turn right and walk.. The habit of thiers didnt really changed.. Until one day, when they met each other.. and.. They're both convinced that a sudden passion joined them, Such certainty is beautiful, but uncertainty is more beautiful still.. Well, there was also a movie on this story, is a chonese movie by takeshi kaneishiro and Gigi leoung(xiang zhuo Zhou, Xiang You Zhou).. nice haha..

Erm, i went shopping at the Kota Kinabalu Centre.. erm, centrepoint shopping centre.. It was kinda crowded coz it is near christmas.. Phew, all people was like wow.. haha.. erm, i bought a few stuff.. So kinda happie shopping thou haha.. But after that was hell.. My mom came over to fetch me, and we had to endure hours of jamming on the road.. The city was full of cars.. CArs.. and cars.. haha.. I wonder.. hee.. Erm, my brother came here from Kuala Lumpur.. so my room was no longer myself, i got to share wif him haha..(and he snored damn loud when he sleeps).. I got to pluck in my earphone so that i could block the sound.. hahha.. hehe..

Todae is another dae.. wanna to go out for a jog, but the sky kept pouring tears.. Haiz.. so didnt really care much though hee.. Played ps2 for a long long period of time haha... The rain did made me felt dizzy at times, and eventually, fell asleep on my bed.. haha..

The nite was the same.. Not yet bathed.. Juz had dinner.. and now here i am.. Missing.. well, in life, if u get what u wanted, then that's not life! haha hehe.. so sometimes u had got to lose haha.. u dun always win haha.. coz.. i am used to losing haha... But i am not yet a LOSER haha.. and wil always be a winner hahahahhahah...............

My tEeTh PaiN lah..

2004-12-20T21:42:00.000-08:00

Today was kinda freaky dae for me.. Haiyo.. I spent the whole morning at the dental care, Dentist.. damn.. haha.. This morning i dun realli have enuff sleep lah.. Coz i slpet at 4 plus am yesterday.. realli super tired.. Then i woke up at abt 9 30 am, then straight awae went to this dentist..

2 Hours.. Add on those waiting times.. I was opening my mouth throughout that period of times.. damn, so tired.. They PUNCHED in this long long needle into my mouth, Anesthetic, yesh, it removed the pain, but the aftermath of it was really damn troublesome.. It actually made me felt uncomfortable for the whole dae.. Wahliew.. I eat also feel abit sian liao lah now haha.. I was asleep for the whole afternoon, coz i dun realli can talk hee..

My teeth was okay now.. Crowned it.. Made it.. Now having a temperory teeth, wating fot the new crowned teeth.. haha.. but damn uncomfportable lah now.. hee.. The doctor never use gloves one ler!! damn unhyiegenic.. i was like wahliew.. And then when i lied down there, the bright light was shinning right into my eyes.. Usually, there is this google for u to protect ur eyes, but they dun even have it.. Phew.. damn! haha hehe.. so, what i did was went to sleep haha..

Yeah.. I am watin for my dinner, my parents and my sis went out.. Not me. haha.. sobs sobs.. hahaha..

My shadow could be seen under the sun..

2004-12-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

SunDaE!!! yeah.. i love sundae pie! ahaha hehe.. anyway.. it is an ice cream, sunday is a dae.. hee..
Yet agian, my sleep was disturbed my an early morning call by my mom.. Our destination todae was, my family's oil palm plantation.. Phew.. yeasterday watched soccer until 3 plus am.. super tired.. well, talked about the manchester united vs crystal palace, the match was full of amazement.. They scored 3 goals in 5 minutes after the break! fantastic end to end kinda match.. Paul Scholes had a great game, Ryan Giggs was really like a wizards.. He just kep on goin and goin and harrasted the opponent like hell, really gave them sleepless times.. BIG TIME! Man Utd Bang!! 5-2! haha..

Well, i had to salute my dad's too... He is already 70 years old but i could see that he is still very devoted to his work.. When he reached the plantation side, he never stop looking around, never stop trying to spot mistakes and improve it.. Wow, the factory cost us about 32 million, and my dad has already 3 or 4, but, yet, he still wanna build another one.. Phew, only the boiler is already 2 million.. That is huge! haha.. Can really see his passion and enthusiasm, ke just kept saying that he did all these for us.. Well, thanks pa! and thanks very very much! hee... The land was huge and vast haha... hopefullt i can help him in the future? haha hehe..

The jouney was kinda long, about 1 hour 30 ninutes... Damn long.. my butt was hurt durin those time in the car haha.. but i used it to sleep most of the time haha.. and yeah, i was attacked by a lot of mosquitos haha.. really annoyed me man haha.. hee.. but it was really nice, got to know some of my company's top engineers.. got some chat with them, know sumthing on the field as well as the function of the factory.. Huge!! haha..

i was really tiring on my way back.. damn.. There was no electricity when we reached home.. But i really did fell asleep.. coz, bueh tahan ah! haha heeh.. so, when to dinner after that.. reached home, bathed! yeah, so early haha.. That's how my day.. Now i am here, goin to watch liverpool v newcastle haha hehe.. Oh ya, got to go for teeth operation tomorrow.. I LOVE MY TEETH!! hahah...

Boulevard of broken Dreams..

2004-12-18T21:39:00.000-08:00

18/12/2004.. Finally. i knew what the song's name that sang by greendays.. Boulevard of broken dreams... A really nice nice song.. haha.. i really wanna sing it out hahah hehe.. erm, my day.. my day.. sweet and sour.. hee..

Well, actualli todae i woke up at 12.. pm.. My mom did woje me up at 8 plus, but after she went to work, i was back to my dream again haha.. hehe.. well, i dunno what i had dreamt, but i think it was quite a nice dream, coz i actually woke up with saliva drooling out my mouth haha heheh..

After that, i went downstairs to play my ps2 again.. played until about afternoon.. then haha, i slept again haha... quite a pretty good nap, and again, my mon woked me up, and asked me to go shopping with my sister haha.. i was quite blurred at times, coz juz woke up.. haha.. i juz picked up an adidas shirt and a winter kinda pants, juz went out.. haha.. I bought two gatsby waxes, erm, the return of the king, the extention part.. and some soccer clips haha.. hee.. then i boght another two ps2 games, tiger woods' pga tour and prince of persia, worrior within haha.. and i bought one big luggage and a very comfortable pillow, with goose feather in it, oh man i love it hahah heeh..

Yeah, actualli wanna learn how to cook, but my mom got no time to.. soh, suan le bah, next time haha hehe..

Erm, i watched the david beckham's soccer clips, damn, his freekicks and skills really, wahliew, superb.. he could juz curl any ball at any angle and scores it at any angle haha.. juz like me, when playing floorball hahaha.. kiddin lah haha.. but beckham is really good lah haha.. hee..

I got a glimpse on this korean show, too beautiful to lie.. haha.. really damn funny haha hehe.. farnie.. farnie.. and farnie.. well, today got soccer match! manchester united vs crystal palace.. yeah.. waiting for it haha hehe.. that's it! happie weekends!! haha heehe.. saturday... haha.. hee..

A day at Home.. And the golf course! haha..

2004-12-17T20:29:00.000-08:00

Pieces of Me.. haha.. Well, a nice song.. yesterday nite i was ttrying to memorise the song lyritcs but failed to do it.. i juz know pieces of me, pieces of me like tat haha hehe.. so yeah.. But today i heard a very nice song in my dad's car, some song by greendays haha. really nice.. I was talking to my driver about cars.. We talked about ferrari lah, porche lah.. benz lah.. even helicopter haha hehe,.. so ya.. But my malay language really a bit broken, so i coulnt actually communitcate well with him, yeah, but we could understand each other hahah hehe..

I was at the dental clinic this mnorning.. Got n appointment regarded to my broken teeth.. Haha.. the doctor explained every single procedure to me, kinda phew, lucky the procedure wasnt that tedious haha hehe.. After that, i waited for my driver with my sister.. we talked about our brother.. talked about our family business all these stuffs haha.. erm, then we headed to a bread shop.. i bougth a lot of bread, coz i love bread haha hehe.. but i was kinda zombie, coz i didnt have enuff sleep haha hehe..

I went back home to sleep.. then woke up at about 4 plus pm, then played my ps2 ahha.. damn sian.. haha.. after that, well, i went to the golf driving range with my dad and momn haha.. I am takin up the sport golf haha.. coz it is also a stcik game so haha.. i hit quite well ler haha hehe.. so yeah.. down there about 2 to 3 hours.. now back home.. goin for dinner liao.. hah.. super a bit hungry haha hehe..

17/12/2004.. SHOO SHOO!! haha..

I'm Home!! hee... Truely Asia..

2004-12-16T19:51:00.000-08:00

Lookin out at the window from thr airplane, my eye was kinda tired.. 14/12/2004.. the day i left Singapore.. hee.. Well, i kinda nver update my this bloggie coz i coulnt find any internet connection until today.. Yesh, i did found one, in my dad's office, but, sumthing was realli wrong.. I finished one whole blog, but when i tried to replubish it.. damn, the comp told me there were sum problems.. So, haiz, my effort was wasted.. Now i am back to my own laptop.. Phew.. hee..

14/12 2004.. That was kinda rush hour dae for me.. I'm kinda sad realli as well.. erm.. That morning i woke up quite early.. about 9.. i went to commonwealth mrt station to meet my 'grand daughter' haha, Xue Ting.. And i realli wanna thanks her a lot a lot alot coz.. she helped me to do a big favour.. Thanks.. After about 11, i went to Np to have one last goodbye with my Np gang,. L1B2, i love u guys, i realli wil miss u all.. Now i am.. sobs sobs.. Erm, taked to fahmi in the canteen, hey, buddy, thanks for skipping a one hour lesson juz to have some chit chat with me ya.. realli appreciate that.. hee.. erm, i'm kinda surprised that he knew my secrets! haha.. actualli, it is no longer a secret animore! haha hee.. anyway.. hey fahm, if u read this, i wish u all the best in whatever u do.. hee.. After Np, my second last stop was Bugis.. Hey Dawn, and my brother Shawn, thanks realli realli realli much lah.. really.. hee, so dawn, thanks for rushing down from school, juz to talk abit.. haha.. So dun keep sayin sorrie here sorry there, really thanks.. haha.. And my brother, if not for u, i funno how to carry my luggage man hee.. realli, a big thank you! hee.. Hey, i love the card and the Ashlee Simpson cd, They are all lovely songs, i realli like it.. haha hehe...

My last stop, airport.. Here, i need to thanks Hui Li for rushing down as well.. i knew she was havin a deep good sleep after long hours of night shift i think.. hee.. really thanks lah. and sorrie for the disturbance! haah ehhe.. really thanks.. and thanks.. and thanks.. hee.. After saying the last goodbye to them, i was alone in the terminal.. hee.. well, sumthing funny actually happened inside.. My flight was at gate F30, so when i checked in, there was these ppl quarreling inside.. erm, the stuffs actually preventing this old man from entering the plane.. the man was really old and sick, for safety reasons, he was disallowed to enter.. So his family members was like, 'wahliew eh, when i book the ticket, they said my father can travel, but now u all say cannot.. WtF *&@*(@&))', haha... erm, i was smsing all my friends tat time, so haha.. hehe.. funny.. hee..
Erm, my flight actually let fly at about 5 30pm.. i was at the window seat, so i did make a last peek at the simgapore land haha hehe.. erm, higher and higher it went.. slowly, all i could see was a white sight, no more land, just clouds.. hee.. I took out my discman, with my jacket on my laps, i switched the discman on.. hee.. I was watching each and every clouds went pass me, figured out what it realli looks like haha.. coz i was damn bored! haha.. the ANGMO besides me was really damn power.. He had over 20 cans of alcohol(not exaggerrating), and i really scared later he went drunk and u know, just take out things and whack.. hahah hee... Slowly, i fall asleep.. slept..

I reached at Malaysia not long later, 8 plus? wow, it was amazing, right after i enter my house door, my dad started to nag on me.. nag nag nag.. and nag.. still nag.,. and nag.. phew, what i could do was just listen then forget about it.. haha hee..

15/12/2004... Still seeking for internet connection.. i went to my dad's office.. haha.. but, haiz, the comp really made me loo like a pan cake, totally flat.. hee.. Saw my dad's business buddy, said hi, hi, hi, hi, hi.. uncle, uncle, uncle... auntie, auntie, auntie.. and.. it went on.. hee... Went for my body checkup as well, my results was super healthy haha hehe.. so, hee.. not bragging, coz i'm healthy hahahahahha kiddin lah haha.. hehe.. Well, i took out my ps2,. tried several times to plug it into the TV, but sumhow, it didnt seem to be workin, so i called my mom's friend to help me fix it, he did everything which i did, but, incredibly, he got the connection correct! haha.. i really dunno whether i'm stupid lah, or is he clever haha hehe.. yalah i'm stupid haha hehe...
so i went throught the whole day 'whackin my ps2, coz without internet, i really dunno wat the hell i'm gonna do haha... i bathed at abput 2 plus... (morning) haha.. i went throught the whole day without bathing haha.. I played floorball, ALONE, just did a lot of self practising.. My mom heard those crack sounds, stormed into my rm, said,'WAT R U DOIN??!!' haha.. i was like okay, but continued haha hehe.. my sister came back from KL that night.. Dams, she booked a flight that reached here at 2 am in the morning, so my mom and i got to be awake so that we could fetch her.. haha.. hehe...

16/12/2004.. i guess.. that it is.. i really miss all the ppl there already.. haha.. felt like crying when i was on the plane..i really hope u guys do well.. especially YOU! ahaha.. U la!! haha.. U and U and U!! hahah hehee..

Good luck to all My friends..L1R4 rocks..

2004-12-13T20:47:00.000-08:00

'Todd downey thought that a women who would steal your love when your love was really all you had was not much of a women. He therefore decided to kill her. He would do it in the deep corner formed where the house and barn came together at an extreme angle-- he would do it where his wife kept her garden...' this is the story that is all about, SecRet Windows.. The movie by Johnny Depp, a book by stephane King.. Brilliant.. a lot of myth? haha hehe.. Mysterious.. hee..

Tonite will be my last nite in singapore.. hee... Good luck to L1R4, my gang! Cedrick, Guru, Fahmi, Choon Kit.. all 4 asshole of u please stay happie and do well in whatever u do... And of coz.. to all my friends.. Kai, Ivan, Jason, Roger, Kishore, Mark.. wow a lot.. To all ppl under the division of Mechanical Engineering.. To Grace, Joyce, Dawn, Shawn(my super good 'brother'), James, Adeline..All my MI's buddy.... hee.. And of coz, i wont forget my floorballs juniors.. haha.. I love u all!! hee.. all my good friends out dere, i wish u guys all the best.. Noo matter what, dun look back.. Miss U all! hee...

Haiz, very sad de ler suddenly just leave like tat.. haha... anyway, no one will miss me lah.. haha hehe.. soh, hey! hehe.. good good haha hehe.. todai i stayed at home the whole day... hee.. i went out to the bank to actually have my last update on my bank passbook.. then i went around at the paya lebar round round round that thingy.. haha... i bought the book FOUR PAST MIDNIGHT by stephane king, there u go, the story of secret window, secret garden. very nice haha hehhe...

Friends.. thanks for being there for me all the while, without u guys.. I realli dunno what to do.. hee...

And u know who, haha.. stupid cher, please take good care of urself haha.. Oh ya! i forget to say thanks to a very good friend of mine.. Glen!! haha.. Hope all the best for u and Grace.. buck up! dun be like me, always dun get what i wanted haha hehe.. I'll see u! haha.. hehe.. Well, Glen knew who i liked so, when we were walking on this way from orchard back to dhoy ghoat, he and i thought of a plan haha.. a stupid plan like... I will write a letter to her, then it is kinda a love letter haha.. Then after she read it, i'm about to leave at the airport liao haha.. So she took a cab, but, traffic jam.. So she rushed out of the cab.. but when she arrived at the airport, my flight had already taken off.. While she is crying.. suddenly, someone behind tabbed her back!! It's ME!!! hhahaah... we hugged! haha.. crazee! haha hehe..

Me and Glen watched too much of love stories liao lah ahhah hehe.. So.. yeah.. hee.. anyway.. tat's it hee... for today.. i love singapore.. i love u all!! heee....

A last great Tribute to the soil that brought me what i'm todae..

2004-12-13T00:09:00.000-08:00

Well... One more day be4 i say goodBye to all.. Hee.. I was back home quite late, now.. Coz i was at my cousin's homewarming todae.. In Punggol.. Which i got to travel from Eunos to Dhoby Ghoat, then from there, to Punggol haha... hee... On the whole journey, i kept playin love songs besides my ears.. coz.. haha.. the mood was there and yeah.. hee..

I was walking alone in the path that lead to my head.. When i looked up onto the sky.. I saw that beauty moon.. The path was quiet.. Really quiet.. except for those cars that drive on the road.. I can really take a good look at the singapore sky.. In the quiet night.. I'd been under this sky for almost years.. years and years.. well, really, i really got alot of memories.... i juz couldnt explain it by usin one word... I'll miss ya.. Rolling this song by Collin Raye, Love Me, it described how the eagerness to love, the sacrifice and the trust between a couple.. really super meaningful.. A very good way to describe a long.. long.. long.. long journey of love.. hee..

I ate quite a lot todae.. My cousin kept pouring food inside my mouth.. First was mee.. then fishes.. then chicken.. then agar-agar.. then llots more, fish balls!! haha hehe.. Her hse is really nice.. I actuallt fell asleep in her much comfortable sofa which really looks like a BED! haha.. Her husband was really a nice guy.. he did all the hsework! haha hehe.. i was like wow.. Got half of me lah.. haha hehe... i know i'm good haha hehe.. Well, i hope i can be like him next time, oh hey! he is me now okay! haha hehe.. anyway.. I wacthed the RED STAR AWARD of Singapore haha.. It was quite funny at the last part haha.. Coz they were all playin on Lee Ming Sun and Fann Wong haha ehhe.. Ish like haha.. so embarrasing haha hehe.. I know how they felt lah haha hehe..

(i know i'd never seen him cry, for all my fifteen years..) well, love can coz a person to cry, no matter how strong or how determined the person is.. hee.. Cry out, u will feel beta! hahaa.. PanghowTHOLOGY! hahha hehe. anyway, nothing much.. juz wanna end my blog with the same ending.. I LOVE U! I really do.. hee.. I dunno how long will this be.. But, i will always try my best to keep long.. I wont ask for anything.. juz wish you all the best in ur love life, in ur studies, in ur everything.. haha.. Yep.. I dunno how long ish forever.. Bt, forever will be long...

Love Me....

3 more days... Witted flowers.. hee..

2004-12-11T20:42:00.000-08:00

Todae i was disturbed by my brother in the morning, yeah, he woked me up when i was really in good dreamland.. haha.. Well well well... I did a lot of stuffs todae haha.. i woke up at about 11 plus.. then i went out with Xiao Si to bugis.. haha.. I went there for my hair cut.. haha.. So he got to accompany me, cause he wanna see my new hairstyle haha.. Coz he is going back to China tmr, and when he get back here, i am most probably at australia liao haha hehe.. so.. hee..

Well, i had my hair cut in this Hairdresser shop in Bugis Junction, the shop name is Jean Yip i think.. hee.. i had this guy named Ken Chin to DRESS my hair haha hee.. Erm, i had a spikey stuff kinda hair, cut my fringe, my sideburn, yeah, they gave me a good massages on my head haha.. It was nice haha.. We joked around as well haha.. tat guy was kinda friendly haha hehe.. so yeah,, Felt beta lar haha hehe.. Anyway.. hee.. then i went shopping again haha .. I bought a shirt from Topman again.. a small little pouch from Adidas and some accesorries.. haha.. I came across this little leaves.. They call it the good luck leaves where there are four leaves in one branch ahah hehe.. very cute! haa hehe... well, i saw Lee Kwo Huang and some othet TCS actors there having some show goin on haha hehe.. but didnt really cared much, coz my stomach was knocking hard.. haha.. So we went to the Ajison Ramen! haha.. Nice! I ordered a Char Siew Source Ramen.. and a Unigi Smoke haha.. very nice haha hhee..

After tat, i was like very full liao.. so walked a bit more.. to the Fu Lu Shou.. Bought something there haha hehe... then went home.. Now here i am haha.. hee.. Very tired lah really haha hehe..
haha.. yummy.. I bougth my waffer roller biscuits haha.. hee.. yummy haha...

erm, yeah.. nothing much liao lor haha.. hee.. i miss her! haha.. bleah haha.. SHoo!! shoo!! haha..

Rain.. rain.. go away.. haha..

2004-12-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

I heard a thunder stormed ouside on the sky...Groomy and darked night... With a love song playing in my ears.. it was a goin to rain night, juz like, u feel that the sky is actually pitiying towards u.. another thunder stormed.. hee... I am enjoying a can og Qoo Ice grape now.. i love grape juice these few days.. duno y haha hehe...

Todae i was suppose to meet Zhong Yao, one of my 1st three Month Millenia Institute friend at about 12 30.. But i woke up at 11 30, then i surfed a couples minutes of net.. Then suddenly, there was a u know, kinda call to me that i wanna to change my blog's music.. Then suddenly. the song of richard marx, Now and Forever stoke me.. So, yeah.. i changed the music.. haha.. And when i looked at the clock, damn, 12 15! haha hehe.. so i rushed out.. haha..

We went to PS, orchard, and most importantly, we went to the starbuck coffee.. We sat at the place where i sat last time durin the chengai parade, where i saw Jacky Chan... haha.. But Zhong Yao wasn't there so he didnt knew about it haha.. well, we did a lot of talking, chit chatted a lot, life stories all these, juz wanna to catch up with each other's life haha... Well, so long didnt see him, haha.. We actually shared a lot of super cold jokes together haha hehhe... yeah.. got a good laugh at them haha..

After Zhong Yao left, i met up with my poly's friends.. haha.. All of them gave me a warmth welcum(asking me to treat them), haha.. yeah, i did wat they told.. treated them mcdonald haha.. ehhe.. coz yeah.. thi smight be the last time i treating them so... hee.. after all, i must thank them for being such a good friends.. haha... i went to the orchard library with Glen.. That asshole wanna to go toilet to make BIG business, so i actualli seated outside the toilet seat and waited for him haha hehe... damn! haah hehe...

I reached home.. didnt have anything swallowed into my stomach the whole day.. hahha.. so yeah.. Hungry.. haha.. Again.. fatigue had caught up with me.. I'm exhausted haha hehe.... really.. and i miss her.. hope she had have a great day.. Love u.. love u... and love u.. hee...

Now and Forever.. Richard Marx

2004-12-10T00:07:00.000-08:00

Whenever I'm weary
From the battles that raged in my head
You made sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way, but still you
Seem to understand
Now and Forever, I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That Heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you
Each and every way I can
Now and Forever,I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries
And always be sure
That I won't be alone, anymore
If I'd only known you were there
All the time,All this time.....

Until the day the ocean
Doesn't touch the sand
Now and ForeverI will be your man
Now and Forever,I will be your man..

Three Cheers for floorball! Hip Hip, HuRRAY.. HipHIp, HURRAY.. Hip Hip, HUrRAY!! haha...

2004-12-09T19:01:00.000-08:00

Here i am, this is me, there is no where else on earth i'd rather be.. here i am.. so young and strong, right here in the place where i belong.. Oh. is a new world, is a new starts... haha... This is a song lyritcs from the soundtrack of the SPIRITS haha.. hehe.. anyway.. hehe.. today was a fine day..

I didnt sleep for the whole day.. i watched the Roma Vs Real Madrid match 3 am in the morning.. then after that, i straight away changed and went to BM to catch the team bus to Victoria School haha.. i was kinda lucky, coz, when i reached bm, the bus juz nice leavin haha.. lucky hehe.. The bois didnt do well in this national floorball championship.. But! I'm proud of them coz... They didnt give up until the end.. they fight and fight and fight like a real fighter.. hey, u guys are the real winners man! haha.. althought they really did made me mad... haha.. But yeah.. i am proud of u guys.. haha... Well, the floorball season had came to an end.. and this is also the end of my floorball career in singapore.. hee.. I love merahans.. But, i really lookin forward to join the queensland floorball club, the australian champion hehe..

This mite be the last itme i see her.. hee.. i saw her.. hee.. yeah.. that's enuff liao haha hehe.. She deserve someone beta and.. yeah.. i can only tell myself deep inside my heart haha hehe.. but nvm.. stand up ahaha hehe.. i wanna dedicate a song to her.. hee..

Bu neng he ni yi qi, neng you xi er he bei sang.. u guan zhou duo yuan dou mei you li liang.. Bu neng he ni yi qi, zhou wang zhe xin fu fang xiang... Gu dan de shen pang shao le jian qiang.. this song is by Stephenie Sun, titled BU NENG HE NI YI QI hee.. yeaha.. you deserve someone beta! hee...

WEDnesday, witting flowers... with Memories.. I tressured.. and appreciated..

2004-12-08T19:26:00.000-08:00

Walking down this path which leads to the Redhill Mrt, Singapore time, 2 plus pm.. I saw this sign which was hanging there indicating ' Retractable Cltohes hanger'.. hee.. this sign has been there 2 years ago when i was sec 3.. time really passed by that fast. and well, i guess there is no business for that company either, coz the sign looked terrible haha..

Today was probably my last training with the Merahans bois.. 6 days more before i leave singapore for australia.. Duno when i will be back.. hee... Yesterday was my last training with the Ngee Ann people.. So yeah, i will miss them really much... hee.. Singapore is really a real great city to live in.. i really enjoyed my time staying here.. hee.. 5 years.. Juz wanna thanks those ppl around me that has added so much colour in my life.. hee.. Thanks.. Thanks for Np floorball, Thanks for Merahans... they made me the player i am today... Hopefully, i can spread their names in Australia.. and bring what i learn there..

I can already smell the Australia cool breeze... I had already willing to give up every single little thing here in Singapore.. i hope in i will have a good start in Auzzie.. hee.. I saw a kid today in the MRT when i was heading home.. She digged her nose.. digged and digged and digged, what's more, she put her finger that she used to dig her nose into her mouth.. haha... She's so cute.. haha.. Juz Lyk Me! hoho..

Listening to the song by Keane, everybody's changing... Well, everybody is really changing.. haha... i am actually thinking what will i be, where will i be if i didnt set my foot here in singapore.. 5 years ago.. How far could i possibly go... Just a big thanks to u guys!!
I'll miss u guys!!

A day Of Extreme Tiredness..

2004-12-07T23:29:00.000-08:00

Well.. fatigue had finally caught up with me.. I felt rather tired now.. hehe... Back to business...

I woke up at 6 plus this morning.. I was looking at the mirror hung outside my toilet.. So i heard this door opening sound came from some where, a visitor from china actually slept in my hse haha.. Kinda, Hey, wth, shocked me.. haha.. I picked my floorball stick which hanging on my bed, and my slim bag.. Took a samuel and kevin shirt, and a ngee ann poly pe t shirt. i went out..

The B Bois played well today.. Except for the last match where they actually played into the Canberra's team hand.. They kinda freaked us out, but well done bois, u kept ur cool no matter how many times they hit ur leg with their bloody stupid idiotic sticks.. haha... Juz well done! and we qualified! haha hehe... after the national floorball thingy, i took a cab back to my school, ngee ann poly for my own floorball training.. haha.. it was fun haha hehe. played until about 9 plus.. and back to where I am now! haha hehe...

Aniway, tmr i got to train the bois again for thier finals.. so haha.. erm, i actually saw a cocroache when i was removin my shoes, damn disgusting.. i ran! haha.. Far far away.. haha heheh...

Weeks goes by...

2004-12-07T00:38:00.000-08:00

Hoho.. Time passes by just like water flowing throught a tap.. tat fast.. tat fast... Tick tick tick.. It's another new week.. 6/12/2004.. haha.. really very sian lah monday.. ahhaa.. Poly started ah haha hhehe.. so i wish all ppl, a great start to the new semester! haha hehe.. and hope those who never get good results, buck up here haha hehe... great..

Well.. i just reached home from the Np Floorball trainin.. really damn exhausted.. tmr must wake up at 6 plus to go for the B Bois' match.. sian haha hehe... hope they can do well lah.. coz the C Bois already did my almma mater proud haha hehe...

The day was kinda dully? haha.. hehe... dully as in DULL! haha hehe.. ran quite a lot haha.. hehe... i can smell airs ahaha hehe.. but yeah, miss.. miss.. and still miss......... haha hehe.......... anyway, now is tuesday liao lor hee... actually nothing much happened today.. Oh Ya, today is my first time trying out this MILO GODZILLA hahah ehhhe.. got an ice cream float, a cherry on top of a MILO! haha hee.. not bac lah quite nice hahah...

Good Day! hope everyone that visisted my home have a great Tuesday! To everyone! haha hehe...

SunDAE..

2004-12-05T20:57:00.000-08:00

well.. sunDAE!! it reminds me of burger king's sundae pie! haha.. yummy haha.. long time never eat that thing, coz i lon g time never enter the door of out Burger King haha hehhe.. anyway, sunday ish always a boring day for me haha hehe.. what about u guys? haha..

I was at home for the whole morning.. accompanying my bed.. haha.. until abt 11 plus.... then went out to the pasar to walk walk.. Bought some waffer biscuits.. Well, i love waffer biscuits haha.. hehe.. nice.. hee.. anyway, i just came back from paya lebar... got some visitor from china, they bought us to eat the RAMEN in the dunno what Thai.. dunno the name haha.. But it's at the post office buliding, check it out! haha..

I am havin this F&N grape softdrinks with me now haha.. hee.. bought a couples of waxes haha.. wax my hair haha.. erm.. i saw this book of Dan Brown's, titled angels and the demon, well, really feel like gettin it haha.. i will get it some other days haha hehe.. i love his book haha hehe...
happy week!! haha..

It's weekend! hee... HApPie Saturday!

2004-12-04T23:38:00.000-08:00

Today ish Saturday! haha hehe... anyway.. this morning woke up at about 8 plus.. but slept back until 9.. then went to Bm for floorball trainin lor hee.. until about 12 plus haha.. Mr sekeran asked me to go for pizza hut, i agreed, but ranaway haha.. hehe.. coz i dun feel good if he belanja me hahahh hehe.. so yeah. hope the bois had had a good time in the PIZZAHUT with him hee.. hehe..

Well.. after that i got back home.. bathed.. then i received a prank call from FAHMI haha.. tat guy was bored.. haha.. dunnno where he went with guru haha hehe.. but well, i was chatting with them, but half way, i went to sleep haha hehe.. so when i woke up, i read the conversation log, they actually called me a pig man haha.. well done! haha..

i woke up at about 8.. then my sister called me.. we went to the pasar near eunos mrt station to have dinner.. ate some bee hon.. well, we had some conversation on our family stuff.. especially my mom haha.. my sister was tellin me that my mom was kinda bias towards guys.. that we actually receives better treatment from her haha.. my sister was like grrr.. haha.. hehe.. yeah, so i just reached home from there... i ordered a cup of ice milo, then inside, the ices were more than the liquid!! wat the hell.. so now, u can see how do ppl actually earn big bucks buy selling MILO! hahah hehehe... good DAY!! haha..

haha.. My little story..

2004-12-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

Well, hey guys! u know about the song named Di Yi Qian Ge Zhou Ye by You Hong MIng? haha.. this song ish nice! hehe.. if whoever came acorss my blog and read this, well, hope u go find this song out coz is nice! haha hehe.. alright! haha hehe.. let's start my day..

I woke up at about 12 noon today haha.. realli, realli long never sleep until tat late liao, phew, kinda.. well, satisfied haha.. but i saw 8 missed call from my mom.. by the time i picked up the number, my mom was like.. (&@(#$&8&%$&@%^&^@%%^%@*&*&@*)....... haha.. so... i kick started my day with some scoldin by my mom.. hehe.. but yeah.. still in sleepin mood.. after tat, i went out to orchard with my roommates.. haha.. went out walk walk, here and there.. until about 5 plus, we started another walk at bugis junction.. well, i ordered this SOTO AYAM, i thought it was sumthing like MEE SOTO.. but, when i realli looked at it, i almost laughed out loud coz inside cotained only some vege, some chicken, some potato stuff, BUT WHERE ISH THE MEE?!! hahah... deng! ordered wrongly hahah hehe....

erm.. i bought a shirt from topman, two shirts from samuel and kevin, erm, some stuff from bugis.. and i ate a mcflurry haha hehe.. okay! haha.. hehe.. came home! bathed.. hahah.. really exhausted now haha hhe.. is 12 midnight! haha hhhehe... reachin, one more minutes.. Good MOrning SINgapore!! hee..

A boring day at Victoria, But Victorious For Mera.! HAns!!

2004-12-02T21:18:00.000-08:00

Thursday, 2/12/04, is kinda 'historical' day for Bukit Merah, coz, well, the floorball bois finally did the school pround by beating northland sec to crown the 2004 national school floorball 'c' bois.. bla bla bla.. haha.. yeah.. quite a great achievement.. haha hehe..

However, it has been a long day, a Boring day indeed.. In fact, we waited almost a long long timw in each interval.. that was a disastors for everyone of us.. haha.. Some of them, actually went there and sleep! haha.. well.. The bois really played well, really, each of everyone of them at least deserve a merit haha hehe...

erm.. yeah.. the whold day was erm, okay okay lor.. hee.. but really exhausted.. hee..
now, i havent bathe yet haha hehe.. super smelly.. so i am gonna bathe bathe bathe haha hehe... then zzzz! haha ehehe.. Good day! hee..

WElcuM December!

2004-12-01T22:17:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. yo yo yo.. yo.. Check ti ti tis Out! the year 2004 is coming to end end, and let's celebrate, yo yo yo yo, let's celebrate, yo yo yo yo.. Wat's comin up?! YO! Check it out! Christmas and a HAppy New YEAr!! haha.. eheheh.. aniway haha.. pang how is in the christmas mood now and yeah, coz u're irresistable haha.. hehe.. That's right! haha..

ANyway, The first day of december 2004, first, i wanna congratulate the girls for doin well in their floorball tournament, not bad, at least u all get a 3rd! haha.. Well DOne girls! hope u girls will get beta ANd BEta! haha hehe.. and my teeth is finally fixed up, but only for a short time.. I must go crown a teeth, i mean, 2 teeth haha.. hehe.. aniway..hehe.. yup.. today i was supposed to go see the girls' match, but my teeth dropped quite a few times in the morning, risky.. so never go until 3 plus in the afternoon, after the dental thingy.. haha..

Not bad.. haha.. Well, the journey back home was a lot more tired.. Went to eat dinner with darui.. after that, walked to Redhill mrt station, went to Tiong bahru plaza walk walk alone.. Bought chocolates, chocolates and chocolates hahah... Basically, christams ish all about chocolates isn't?! haha hehhe.. anyway.. reached home, really exhausted.. well, i miss.............. Misss............. hahaha...... shhhh.... Viva!.. 1/12/2004, a time to celebrate.. haha...

Qi Ge LOnG doNg QianG dong Qiang.. hee..

2004-11-30T19:26:00.000-08:00

30/11/2004.. last day of the november of year 2004!! hee.. well, time really flies... and really, i had taken my olevel last year at this time.. shoo shoo.. that fast... hee.. aniway.. my day..

I was out from my house at abt 11 45 like that haha.. hee.. went to BM for floorball.. well, i had a glimpse at the TODAY's newspaper.. it was havin this Singapore's Idol's front page hee.. so it actually reminded me that tmr is the grand final.. Well, i vote for Taufik, haha.. coz, i am against my cher! haha hehe.. so, yeah, hope there will be a perfect finale haha hehe.. But yeah.. but i dont really watched singapore's idol coz.. NO TV ah.. grr.. haha.. but ish okay..

Today, at floorball, i almost break my leg.. i was running towards the board and i dunno who actualli challenged me.. I turned, and my ankle actually gave a crack sound.. that was scared.. And, my teeth did drop again when i was givin instruction i think hehe.. very enbarrased.. hee... aniway, it is a day.. hee...

Tmr gtg erm, dental, at alexandra hos.. haiz.. sian.. anyway, the bois did well in thier floorball tournament, well done bois! hee.. Hip hip, Hurray x 3 haha.. lazy to type.. hee... aniway, the girls match is tmr hee.. i think i can make it tmr morning.. but see first haha heheh... coz.. erm.. hehe... darui should know why right? haha hehe... aniway, let us welcum the month of DECEMBER! hee..

An Embarrast day..

2004-11-29T21:17:00.000-08:00

woke Up at 7 30 am this morning.. went to Alexandra hospital seek for my dentist.. but at the receptionist, the lasy told me that today they got no enough doctor, asked me to go back on wednesday.. grrr.. woke up so early, never get my teeth fixed back.. haiyo.. so i walked from alexandra hos to bmss.. quite near, just wanna walk under the morning sun.. reached sch.. sat at the canteen for quite long..

i was sleeping almost all the time durin the B boys and C bois' training.. woke up an hour be4 they finished i think.. played a game.. Chee Ho broke my ankle.. now it is dead pain.. i cant walk properly.. broken ankle... broken teeth.. oh man.. The worst thing was that, the teeth came out when i was training the girls! haha.. I was really embarrased ler.. hee.. quickly picked up the teeth, rushed to the toilet.. forced it back.. a close call.. haiz, from then on, it was either i cover my mouth or dun talk at all.. hee.. frustratin lah arghhh...!!

really beri sad... heard from mr sekeran that nahendren's science results is worst then the previous one.. i started to pray for him.. tellin buddha that he must help nahen to pass... really worried about him.. myself.. haiz.. hee.. coz sumthing actually happened to me... quarrelled with mum.. wahliew... felt so guilty now.. guilty today, guilty yesterday.... Guilty.. Guilty..

My teeth.. ArgHH!!

2004-11-28T19:52:00.000-08:00

Today is a really bad day for me.. I am worry about a thing.. My teeth.. After i woke up this morning, changed, prepared to go tuition for Nahendren at BMC.. but things went bad.. My two front teeth, which broken months ago.. Dropped out again.. i was like, shit.. damn it..

juz wanna tell nahendren that i am terribly sorry, and i really am... The rest of the day, im really worrying about this teeth of mine.. it really loosen alot.. it cam out quite a few times, but i juz forced it back.. i dunno how long it will hang there... juz hope it can hang until after i see the dentist tomorrow..

so there is only one place that i must go tmr.. Alexandra hospital.. ke lian... Hopefully, my teeth can be patched back again.. again.. hee.. cannot eat anything now.. eat real slow.. slow motion.. cannot brush teeth... haiz... really lah, frustratin lah.. i cannot even talk.. really spoiled my mood.. Arghh!!!!

haha.. 10 rude phrase.

2004-11-27T21:56:00.000-08:00

10 Rude phrase.

1. The damned tripe-visaged rascal.
2. How now, wool-sack, what mutter you?
3. I never see thy face but I think upon hell fire.
4. you scullion! You rampalliant! You fustilarian! I’ll tickle your catastrophe!
5. Thou art a very ragged wart.
6. Viperous worm that gnaws the bowels!
7. Pernicious bloodsucker of sleeping man!
8. you are all recreants and dastards!
9. A pox of wrinkles.
10. I would brain him with his lady's fan.

La LA la la.....

2004-11-27T16:43:00.000-08:00

27/11/04... saturday... It's weekends!! yoho... well, actually it is as same as weekdays lah, is just that the spellings are different.. wahaha.. anyway.. Erm, today i was in Bm from mornin 9 till 1 plus i think haha.. never really do check the time hee..

Went out with mr sekeran and other boi bois for KFC, but i didnt eat, just had a cup of root bear.. Coz, i dont eat fast food! haha.. hehe.. I was suppose to meet Narhendren for an afternoon tution.. but somehow, nahendren had gone nowhere.... and i didnt really know where was he.. but luckily, our Darui was with me haha.. so we sat at the bus stops.. just outside the sch.. and i shared some of my secrets to him wahaha.. hehe.. DING!! haha..

ERm.. here i am again.. wat a day.. tired.. smelly.. and yesh, i'm smelly haha... just had my lunch.. Some chinese food, three vege.. I think i am slowly becoming a vegetarian liao haha.. Kinda few days never eat meat haha.. or pork haha.. anyway.. going to Bathe now and orh orh.. Dunno until wat time..... haha... 27/11/2004.. 2004... 2046... years goes by...

Today..

2004-11-26T20:39:00.000-08:00

I'm So cold now.. Cause i just taken a cold cold bathe haha.. felt so good haha.. I bet i would fall asleep right away if i touch my bed now haha.. the feeling is soh good... haha..

26/11/2004... Morning.. Woke up... I actually banged my head onto the metal bar of the doubke deck bed.. I couldnt really see what's going on after i woke up, blur blur de, so, that knock actually gave me strength to u know, be angry.. cursed myself haha.. Anyway, brush teeth, changed then went to Bm for floorball..

Well, the floorball match was alright... Referee is hard to be.. Quite Down after being scolded by some of them haha.. but yeah.. I'm still happy wahaha.. aniway yeah.. I was rather hungry as well haha...

Here i am now.. yesh, i'm sorry, sorry, and i really am.. haha.. erm, i juz had a bar of chocolate, well, its kinda sweet.. haha... I love chcolates!! hahah.. hehe... Shoo SHoo!! haha..

The Little GReeN Man

2004-11-26T03:58:00.000-08:00

There once was a little green man living in a little green house on the top of a little green hill. One day the little green man wanted to take a bath so he went and took his little green bottle of shampoo and his little green bar of soap and also his little green towel and into his little greenbathroom he went.As he took off his little green shirt and his little green pair of shorts, he stepped under his little green tap and started to bathe.Just then a saleswoman came to the front of the little green man's house and rang on his little green bell. "Ting Dong".

The little green man heard his little green bell and he thought that his pizza had arrived so hehastily took his little green towel, wrapped it around his little greenwaist and rushed to the door. As he opened his little green door, his little green towel came undone, and dropped unto his little green doormat, exposing his little green,uh...thing.

The saleswoman gave a shriek and rushed out of the little green house. In all her haste and all her horror, she did not see the truck coming at 120 mph which struck her, killing her on the spot.

Question: what is the moral of the story?

DON'T CROSS THE ROAD WHEN THE GREEN MAN IS FLASHING (Another safety message from the traffic police) -_-'''

Thursday

2004-11-25T20:50:00.000-08:00

Havin my little bar of chocolate on my mouth, chewing chewing and chewing, munching, munching and munching.. Yummy! haha.. hee.. anyway.. My day..

I woke up at about 9 plus.. Kinda proud of it coz i slept at 3 yesterday, burning midnight oil to read the Da VinCi coDe by mr dan brown.. My eyes waqs open cause well.. tell u guys.. No offence to those Christian ya.. In the book, it actually said that Jesus Christ was married to Mary Magdalene.. so yeah, really kinda controversy hee... But erm, it sounded quite true.. And i really couldnt close that book coz, its fascinating! haha..

Erm, i was in Bm from 11 to 6 plus ahaha.. i was really dead hungry when i reached home moments ago haha.. i didnt have my breakfast, lunch.. haha.. but used to it liao, so yeah, Ate choco to ease the pain hahah heheh...

i went to Bugis for a while after floorball, went to get some magazines from the Kinokuniya haha.. I was really tired, and almost fainted on the spot haha.. haiz.. but i'm strong yeah! haha.. I really am haha hehe..

8 50pm, a time to celebrate! haha.. smile always.. to the one who dont smile.. If u read this, u know who r u ahaha.. so please.. Smile more haha.. dun be sad ya cher! haha hehe..
Viva!!

My new Skin!

2004-11-24T22:41:00.000-08:00

Thanks CaryN for that again! For spending her time finding a more BoiISH blogskin fer me! hahaha.. hehe... a milllion thanks to you!! hahah..

24th/11/2004

2004-11-24T21:10:00.000-08:00

Tadae ish a good day, tomorrow ish todae's today! haha hehe.. anyway, i'm crappin hahah..

Erm.. woke up around 9 this morning.. changed to my floorball kit, then went to shave my lovely moustacheeee hahha.. Haiz, that shaver cut my lips, a lil... lil.. aha.. a lil lilttle blood came out.. haha.. ozzed out de lor hee.. but erm, nothing much..

Spend the rest of the day in school.. After floorball, went t have lunch at our famous coffee chop outside the school with these lovely bois( especially the cute one DARUI..) haha.. After that, tuition Nahendren on his maths.. Well, kinda fun tutoring ppl, coz it's my fisrt time! well haha.. really wanna help him to pass his maths.. Coz, if he dun, he will be slaughtered by me! waho.. so watch out ya dude!

Reached home.. Take bathe.. ate a bowl of noodles, courtesy of my roommates, he actually fried an egg for me, and 5 fishballs(but he got himself 10!) haiz.. haha.. hehe.. anyway, a big thanks to him! haha.. Well, i just woke up from the little nap.. haha.. so now, here i am.. Darui actually told me my blog skin very the girly, haha.. I agree, But, i lazy to find lah ahahha hehee... so, just remain this one first lah... Hope u guys like the song Pretty Boi! coz, i am a pretty boi also! hahaha hhheeh...

Lova ya!

Jokes..

2004-11-24T18:31:00.000-08:00

送女生可以送房子,不要送车.. 为什么呢?
因为,..车子跑的了,和尚跑不了庙嘛, 当女生跑了, 房子还在嘛, 车子开了就跑啦!! 要小心哦男生们.

借钱不要借别人做什么?
整型.. 你整完了找不到人要回来.. 哈哈..

My Little start, story..

2004-11-24T00:48:00.000-08:00

I lie awake at night.. SeE thinGs In BLack and white.. well, listening to this song from M2M.. Pretty boi.. i just wanna use this song to thanks Miss Caryn for setting up 99% of my blog.. well, she is the best! just wanna say 100000000000 thanks to ya! Thanks Caryn haha.. hee.. anyway,... Today is my first time jotting down msges, erm, well, diary if im not wrong? haha.. And i was quite stupid at times of how or where to get those picture.. But luckily, Caryn is there, and thanks for teaching me, and being that patient! haha.. i realli appreciate that haha.. i will teach u more on floorball hahaha hehe..

well, 24/11/2004... a boring.. a rainy day..(let me stay, right besides u).. the song had finished.. now the track is on Kelly clarkson's breakaway haha.. well, today's rain really did make me feel sleepy.. througout the day, it seemed like the bed was the only thing i had touched, came contacted with, and my whole morning, my whole afternoon, time was wasted on the bed.. Tick.. tick.. tick.. tick.. seconds.. minutes... hours.. yeah, juz like that hee... Felt real dizzy when i got up from bed.. Really those extreme dizziness.. haha.. well, i came across this little webbie called Friendscene.com, it's something similar to friendster.com, so i actually went throught the website, set up an account.. haha.. and of ccourse, invited the lovely caryn to join the account.. haha.. there was this personal page in this Friendscene.com, it was this who rang the bell on my door, that actually gave me 'strenght' to create thsi little blog of mine here.. hahaa... actually not created by me haha..

After all, a big thanks to Caryn.. really.. haha.. by the way, this guy named MARK SAE, must highlight his name.. MARK SAE! actually IRRITATED me! hahaha.. hehe.. nolah, we are good buddies and i cant forget those days when we're in the OCOM class, it was such a time to remember haha.. well... well.. well... now is about... lets see.. 12 48 in the morning? hhehe.. and this guy pang how is still up on the comp, typing this little msg.. hee..

yeah, the song of stephanie sun really nice.. so yeah... that might wraps up my today's erm, blog? haha.. here, i still wanna have a big big thank u to CARYN! u r really very nice! haha...

2004-11-23T08:27:00.000-08:00